today...

...was spent in a daze. I'll stay away from the muscle relaxers after this. If I wake in pain, I'll just take more of the pain med I'm taking at night. At least with that, it wears off, and I can function. I hate losing a day to nothingness. There is so much to do here, and I can't do much right now, but wasting a whole day like this bothers me.

Farah Fawcett died today from cancer. I watched a tribute to her life. It was sad and hard to watch, but I feel I needed to. She had Ryan O'Neil at her side to the end. She was very lucky to have that kind of love and commitment from a life partner, even though they never married. HE had asked her many times before, and she refused. During her last days, she finally agreed, but she died before they could do it.

Michael Jackson also died today. What a sad, wasted, life he had. He named his youngest child Blanket. What will those children have to look forward, to as they grow up.