Monday

I don't know what to expect. I thought that I would feel stronger before the next treatment. I figured that I would be ill, for 2-3 days after the chemo, and slowly gain strength till, by Tuesday, I would feel nearly normal. Instead, I'm feeling weaker each day. I tried to clean the horse's stalls yesterday and today. I did Indy's and 1/2 of Birdie's yesterday, and most of Rosie's today. Usually, I would be able to clean all 3 in the same day. I feel OK most of the time, but when I try to get something done, I crap out before I can finish. I guess it's something I'm going to have to get used to. Mike will be back in town on Friday. I'm going to try and keep up with the stalls till then, but I may not be able to. I tire easily.
I was going to try and go to work tomorrow, but instead, I'm staying home. I may drive out to the farm with a friend, but I'm not going to try and work before Mike gets home to help me. Maybe if I just had to drive and saddle up and ride, without feeding, and cleaning up after the horses, I'll be able to handle it. I sure hope so.